Today has been tough. 

i have felt run down and sad… unmotivated to do anything. i started back to acupuncture last week and she’s been treating me for anxiety and what she thinks might be ptsd. I left feeling lighter and happier.. so maybe after some time it’ll stick. 

i just hate these anxiety attacks. Im ready to just be calm and normal. 

Getting my act together!

Is tumblr really even popular anymore? 

I miss blogging a lot. I’ve never been really good at spinning interesting paragraphs that draw people in. It’s something I’ve always admired and I suppose, just like many things, it’s something that can be learned. 

All I know, is that I miss having a community of people who understand how I’m feeling, who support each other.. It’s just really nice. 

So, I’d like to say that this means I really am back and I really am going to stick to blogging. But I’ve said that too many times to promise that to anybody… But I just need to find my place in this world. I am at the age that I can make myself into anything I want to be… 

We go through high school trying to discover ourselves and I’ve always been such a late bloomer. I am still discovering myself (and not ashamed to admit it!). I don’t know what I want to be when I grow up, or what my “style” it.. I haven’t found “my voice” yet… the only thing I’m sure of is that I don’t want to give up on life, just because the last 22 years have been pretty sucky. I want to fight for what I want out of life, I want to be who I want to be, not who everyone has told me I need to be, not who I *THINK* I should be - just because I’m a reflection on my parents or my husband or whatever. 

There are a lot of things in life that I need to get in order. Things that I’ve avoided because I’ve been too depressed to face them.. But there’s no more of that happening… My life isn’t going to fit itself together…. I realized that I need to take responsibility and do something… anything.. to make me happy. Because right now I’m so unhappy in life… 

Unhappy with myself, with my choices, with my body, with everything… I need to stop looking at others and wishing I had their life… Instead, MAKE my life count for something. That is, after all, what they have done… 


So here is to a new start. Becoming a better person.. living a productive life.. creating a life of meaning and happiness. 

Viparita karani while reviewing yoga articles :) helps with circulation, cramps, mild backaches, calms anxiety, improves digestion and more :) #favoritepose #legsupthewall #yogaanywhere #anytime #yoga

Viparita karani while reviewing yoga articles :) helps with circulation, cramps, mild backaches, calms anxiety, improves digestion and more :) #favoritepose #legsupthewall #yogaanywhere #anytime #yoga

Tumblr Code.

geekishchic:

If I ever see any of you in public, the code is “I like your shoelaces”

that way we know we’re from tumblr without revealing anything

I’m just going to say this to strangers until i find a tumblr person

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must keep reblogering!! Im going to be so suspicious if any one tells me this now!

Remember the answer is: I stole them from the president.

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always reblog tumblr identification

this is worth repeating! 

New yoga mat in the best color ever !

Reminds me of the ocean <3

Thank you to my love :)

🐟🌴☀️
#yogamat

New yoga mat in the best color ever !

Reminds me of the ocean <3

Thank you to my love :)

🐟🌴☀️
#yogamat

the-doctor-exists:

1864damon:

8yrs:

my head is hurting because i thought about my future for 0.3 seconds

you can get a headache from looking at something that bright

This is the most inspiring thing I’ve seen on tumblr.

Tornado warning #Missouri #greensky #hail #exciting!!!!

Tornado warning #Missouri #greensky #hail #exciting!!!!

My excuse for no cardio all week = &#8220;well I can&#8217;t find my headphones.&#8221; &#8230;bad news is I found them ..sad days :( #hatecardio!

My excuse for no cardio all week = “well I can’t find my headphones.” …bad news is I found them ..sad days :( #hatecardio!

Packing break. We don’t like moving #catsofinstagram #moving #packing #pennymustache